01.10.25

I love you beyond what is believable. I miss you so much I feel sick to my stomach. The only thing keeping me intact is this: Just remember, excluding extreme weather circumstances, I am really only 2.5 hrs from you being in my arms. That is it. Besides that, every other thought I am having right now is completely reckless. I am completely yours now and would do anything for you. I can’t stop thinking about you. I want to message you and tell you I need some fresh air. I want to be your blanket right this second. I want to kiss you like I mean it. I want to make love to you constantly until it doesn’t feel good anymore. I am ready to sit with you all night and laugh so hard with you I cry, then turn around and hug and hold you so hard that I fall asleep with you. Gosh, my feelings for you are still getting stronger and it’s happening fast. I love you so freaking much, Amy. I know you know that now. I can’t wait until the day that you can just be mine and everyone knows it. I can’t wait to call you my wife someday. I know serendipity will figure it out for us. Yours Forever! Love, Ben